Poem for my unborn angel?

-Years of hopes and praying and one day the dream came true,

You'll never know how happy i was because of you.



The happiness was short and im trying to move on,

but ive not been the same since i knew that you was gone.



When i did that test and the two lines shone so clear,

Ive never been so happy and couldnt wait till you was here.



I couldnt believe my luck but i was torn between the two.

coz daddy didnt want you it was either him or you.



This choice it left me shaken, what i thought we had was love.

You my little angel was a gift from up above.



I know you wasnt planned and on him it wasnt fair.

And as i sat in the abortion clinic i made my choice right there.



If daddy didnt want you then mummy didnt care.

id always be around 2 love you id always be right there.



so as i left the clinic, i held my head up high,

id love you uncondionially or at least i'd try.



the weeks went by so quickly and my tiny belly grew.

all this excitment and happiness was all right down to you.





but then i started bleeding and i guess deep down i knew.

i didnt want to believe that i was losing you.



The next few days were horrible with trips to A&E.

then came the saddest news there was no longer you and me.



all the plans i had they just all went away 31st of august

ill never forget that day.



Although i hid the pain and all the tears i cried,

I was missing you like crazy i was hurting deep inside.



I hope you know i loved you.

your my perfect shining star.

i know your being looked after where ever you are.



people can call me silly but your still apart of me.

your that tiny part of mummy that i never got to see.



apart of each others lifes for a short amount of time.

Good night my little angel you'll always be a big part of mine.



I did go on to have a beautiful baby boy i love him so much and ill never forget my unborn beauty xxThats beautiful! Im so sorry! Keep this up it is amazing! :)
I like it because it's straight from the heart.